10/04/2009
THE HURT
what do you do when it hurts.. and you cant seem to figure out why it hurts soo bad.. nothing seems to cheer you up or give you any sense of happiness.. you lay there day n night hopin for betta days and nights but they neva come.. it hurts to even to look @ the pictures and think back the memories you shared with that person and you begin to tear up and wonder why the hurt wont stop but gets deeper..heavier.. and harder to get thru.. it takes a toll on ur lyfe.. relationship w/ family & friends and etc... your mood goes from happy to sad more often ever and you always find urself thinkin bout it and feelin sad and hurt very badly.. but truthfully theres nothing you can do besides get thru it and carry on in life.. they say.. "if its meant to be they'll come back"... sometimes you wait and they do but atimes youre out of luck and they dont return.. so if it hurts.. have hope and belive that they'll come back but also be prepared for the decision that they might not come back .. it might be hard but its lyfe.. we live and learn.. "LIFE'S A LESSON"... so to all my ladies out there who say they wont ever give their heart to another guy.. i understand but you cant ruin your chances w. a good guy.. because of previous situations.. i always say..." YOU LOSE BY GIVING UP BUT YOU DONT LOSE BY TRYING"..if you understand where im coming from.. but yea i kno it hurts and ive felt before too but its lyfe.. and we have to understand.. if we're holding on but it seems they want to let go.. all we can do is keep faith and move on slowly.. becaue they MIGHT come back and MIGHT NOT.. only they know what they truly want.. so wish you the best out there... i believe its worth it if both people are giving there best to make it work.. but if youre the only one trying you have to figure out if its worth it or not.. if you want to deal w/ the BULLSHIT.. or move on... guess it depends on LOVE...