GREAT MIND AS IF IM 40

i thought there was more to life than meets the eye until i ventured out and checked for myself..nope there isnt shit on the otherside if this wall but more bullshit and stress.. mind filled with undecided thoughts of our futures and young kids runnin around with guns and causing more deaths than a war in the middle east.. i wonder why life has so many doors but only a few offer good ways of living life.. shit i may look @ life different but i look at it thru the eyes of a determined young man ready to succeed and not be stopped at any extent.. i move my minds thoughts around like balls in a bowl.. i breathe the air of past memories and situations that brought me to where i am now.. i think as if theres more than just tomorrow to plan for.. i plan for months ahead and make sure the goals made are acheived and not forgotten.. some say nope.. he wont make it.. but i smile and say.. "WHEN I MAKE IT.. ILL MAKE SURE WE KICK IT" .. and they laugh .. its funny how we got so many haters and people who look down on us.. but if you got a goal and know to reach them.. there shouldnt be any problems... guess my mind has gray hair because its been thru so much and overcome more than enough.. they ask me my age and i refuse to tell them and only smile with the thoughts that if i told them.. they'd say .. im smarter than usual but nope im not.. im just not a kid anymore and realize where i need to be in life.. so to cut this short... im determined..love my supporters and family.. see you @ the top oooowww!!! lol