open your mind to the obvious and refuse to look at the other side .. in which i mean the unrealistic shit.. yeah i said shit.. my mind has been opened and i think these deep thoughts are bursting out of me like blood from a wound.. i try to calm them down but they refuse to be stopped saying they've kept it down for too long..and its time to let it be known.. i listen closely as they come one by one.. but im soon confused that the fact is these arent my feelings but crazy emotions i once felt when things mattered and my feelings were shot down.. so i let my thoughts fall on the paper like pennies in the homeless mans jar on the downtown streets.. just forget i cant continue this poem.. these thoughts are too deep and i cant control their speed .. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
