New site...

For many months ive shared my many thoughts and written poetry for every single emotion in a human's body but im sad to announce ive relocated my many thoughts.. from now i'll blogging from my brandnew site.. but i have good news as well.. ill keep bringing you the beautiful poems you've grown to love.. so please check out my new site @

http://thoughtsofpromokid.com/

Overcome Fear

Happiness dies and the world falls into a depression and smiles become frowns and laughs become tears...each and every memory cherished has been tarnished and forgotten... We sleep with our eyes open in fear to face reality and take things seriously... But tonight I'm going to sleep with my eyes closed but I already know lifes full of unhappiness unless you find happiness within itself and smile through the troubles and pain life causes.

POEM FOR OUR LOST LOVED ONES

We love them and watch them in pain as they wonder why they go through it without healing but within time all the suffering has come to an end and we thank God for giving us the last few moments beside them to see them smile as if they knew the destiny and fate of their descending time but we love and cherish the moments forever... They may be gone but are never forgotten. Smile for the struggle for strong legs has ended but the struggle of love will never end. Better place for the better people!

HELP ME WALK

i feel like ive been crawling for years and i cant seem to manage to stand up and begin a step by step process.. i ask myself if life has cursed me to never walk but i fail to realize i need someone to HELP ME WALK.. we all think we can do things alone and become big headed about where we've gotten on our own but fail to notice that one day we'll need someone to HELP US WALK.. so hopefully you can HELP ME WALK.. because im damn sure tired of crawling from place to place.. my knees have become sore and hands weak from the pressure thrown on them.. dont ask me why i crawl or i do the things i do.. i refuse to answer the dumb ASS questions thrown at me like eggs at CABS on halloween nights.. i ask for HELP like children for toys on XMAS but i dont ask for pity .. i ask for RESPECT and SUPPORT.. so tell me.. be serious and true.. ask yourself.. can you HELP ME WALK

SLEEP WHILE IM AWAKE...

i closed my eyes 3 times but they refused to stay shut.. i sit awake wondering all the wonders of life and why we cant deal with so much but fail to gain as much as we lose.. i ask myself loudly.. "why does this shit suck sooo much".. as i pause for a response i come to the conclusion that theres no logic answer .. life's a mystery beyond itself and all we can do is go along with its turns and routes.. only when i sleep im awake to the real world because it seems that while im naturaly awake.. i live in a fairytale land filled with bright colors and smiling faces.. but as i fade to sleep.. i see dull colors and frowns as well as tears from faces in the hallway as i pass them on my way to the room they hold my imagination.. they force me to see its real destiny instead of helping me to hide it.. they reveal it to me face to face to realize the realness of life .. i only notice this at night when im sleep.. so im SLEEP WHILE IM AWAKE..

DEAD ROSES

it seems that when we started.. it was all bright and lovey dovey but as the days grew and our relationship became more intense more and more.. i realized that the "honeymoon" stage faded gentely in the darkness of the night sky and all was left was our happy memories that were becoming lost due to the nights uncounted of arguements and disagreements that began to fill our relationship and cause our bond to break gentely as we began to look for other solutions to help us get though it.. it seemed the beautiful red roses have become DEAD ROSES and our love has died.. smh i wonder if we saw it coming would we have rushed to greatness still or been patient and went slow like the sun coming up in the early hours of the morning.. hurt soul and crying heart is all i feel as i remember the ALIVE ROSES FROM THE DEAD ROSES.. so from now on.. i carry myself up high and refuse to give in and let the happiness cause more pain than happiness ever felt.. so i go on in life with a package of DEAD ROSES in my bookbag..

RETURN OF TRUE LOVE

i noticed how you smiled at me as i walked into the party with the crew.. and as i walked thru the crowd i pepped your smile and eyes directd to me.. i must say it scared me at first but as i lookd thru the many people that filled up the loft party.. i gently made my way to you as i asked your name .. you looked at me as if you didnt want to be bothered.. but i refused to give up.. slowly i kept mkn attempts to get to kno the beautiful young lady in front of me wearing a hoodie that beared.."DEPAUL"...as i made my way thru the party to the back and away from her .. she grabbed my shirt and lead me to her with the extent of her finger... as i walk up slowly .. she whispers in my ear.."dont go .. we just met".. as we slow dance to the melody and tunes of an old school reggae tune.. i ask her name and she says.."your soon to be".. lol .. ummm wtf.. i just met you though.. but nonetheless.. hours pass by.. and as i leave for the door .. she pulls me in the room and leads me onto a bed bearing roses and scent of a thousands blossoms.. slowly she removes pieces of clothing from me.. but i slow her down and ask her .. "are you this what you want".. she replys.."ive wanted this since junir in highschool".. as i give a confused face.. she tells me her name.. and suprisingly.. the girl before me.. is the nonetheless.. my 1st love that moved to london because of a family death.. "retun of true love"

BLESSED

we fail to acknowledge what we have in life but continue to complain and ask for more than we deserve.. how can we be given what we dont deserve but only our true minds will notice the real and ignore the fake and b.s that we force the world to scream into our ears.. BLESSED is what we are but only we can think back to the things we.ve been BLESSED with and stop acting as if we have nothing to live for but actually have more than enough things to live for as well as keep us happy.. i always.. "smile even when theres nothing to smile about"... BLESSED is what we are and we should always remember that the more we appreciate our BLESSINGS .. the more BLESSED we become.. i will never doubt that im BLESSED or that ive been BLESSED with countless BLESSINGS.. walk away from the dark and into the light of happiness..smiles and more BLESSED moments.. we live in dark rooms w/ dim lights.. this is the time to show how we've BLESSED... saved from death.. cured sicknesses... given things we've prayed for and etc.. now is the time to actually tell yourself.. im BLESSED..

.dead feelings and emotions rise!

mind over itself only can bring my thoughts to a conclusion of death thoughts.. i suffer from heart broke and lost souls when you left me behind to be soaked in the rain.. my smile went into a frown and my happiness into sorrow

HAPPINESS FOR A FEW SECONDS

as i saw her down the street i couldnt help but try to calm myself down from embarassing myself.. because lowkey i wanted to run down the street screamin.. "BABY I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH".. but nope cant make a fool outta myself.. so i walked dwn the street with alittle lip in step..lol.. yeah had to show off alittle for my baby..and as she saw my approaching she formed that smile that made my body warm and the best part was her sexy dmples that brighten up as she smile and laughed at me while i did my stroll towards her singing.. "IS THAT BABY?"...lol.. yeah this happiness foreal.. i couldnt actually believe all this was happenin after all the fightin and arguin we did the night before.. this proved to me that .. when youre in love and its strong you can get through anything together..hey boo.. yeah you baby...im so glad we could come this far and still have such a strong even when times got hard.... but time to come to reality .. this poem is ... HAPPINESS FOR JUST A FEW SECONDS...

DESENDING APART

we've grown many years together.. family..friends..pals.. and etc.. but at this moment.. we leave behind so many things and move forth with life as individuals in the world of craziness.. we leave behind our families..friends.. and enemies.. as we walk into a new atmosphere filled with a whole new look and so forth.. we all said we would never seperate or forget about each other but our choices in life have caused us to DESEND APART.. but not for long but a good amount of time to know how much we truly were bonded from the beginning.. we say we'll keep in contact and text/call every second we get but we fail to realize we wont do but say it to make things seem as if its going to be ok.. we move on in life w/ memories in our backpack of the past and experiences we've been through.. just make sure you dont forget that we all started out somewhere and will never forget each other .. guess this is it people.. we are officially
DESENDING APART...

UNTIL NEXT TIME!

PK.

MOTIVATION

i didnt expect it to be all peachy but i didnt expect it to be like this either.. cant always think things will end up good because when they end up bad.. youre stuck in ditch w/out anyone there to help you.. without motivation.. youll drown in this big backyard pool we call "LIFE".. and the lifeguards are barely on duty or even pay attention to us.. no1 can motivate you all the way.. you must find motivation in yourself to become great and reach heights you only dreamed about.. the illness of my sickness has become my only weakness..but i fail to show it because of my insides glow of motivated feelings and determination to reach the top like finally gettin my liscense after 30 tries..lol.. but to be honest.. we cant give up and we wont.. we are motivated by the ones who come before us and made marks only to see us try to pass them and become even greater.. this isnt a lecture.. this isnt a poem.. its motivation within words of just words and thoughts of just thoughts.. but truth of its own realness.. i lay my head below my umbrella because i know the rain is coming but i raise my head high because i know its only showers of blessings..



im only myself when i write poetry...its my escape from the outside world which we live in .. but my world isnt like yours.. its filled w/ words.. letters..pens.. pencils..papers.. and crumbled up notes... my world is POETRY

the way you makes me smile.. =) BRAND NEW POEM

i dont think ive ever met someone so amazing in my life.. hey maybe im over tweakn or maybe its reality.. ive been in alot of relationships.. talked to alot of girls.. and i mean "ALOT"..lol.. and further more but it seems this one isnt like the rest.. i sit here wondering.. is it her smile?.. or maybe the cute way she giggles when i try to make her smile by doing dumb stuff.. baby whatever it is.. i dont want to let go.. guess you could say.. youre the best girlfriend...bestfriend.. partner in crime..ive ever had..lol.. boo lets just move slow .. no rushing because i want to make sure i cherish each moment we share like a kodak moment at exclusive party w/ a celeb.. boo i know some may ive got groupies and chicks that sweat me but it doesnt mean anything to me as long as youre by my side when i need you im perfectly fine.. listen real quick... remember that time we kiss in the rain... i got to admit it was the 1st time i ever did it and it was extremely amazing only because my lips were touching your sweet and gentle lips.. im not really sure how to explain my feelings boo.. but i know one thing.. youre the one.. youre all i need and i wont let you ever walk out of life.. boo i think i should just call you and try to get these words out so you know how i feel .. too bad i told facebook 1st..lol.. guess you could just say i like you because.. "THE WAY YOU MAKE ME SMILE"

...just a dream i wish was reality...

hey so i had this dream that me and you were like "together".. and i dont think ive smiled sooo hard in a dream in my entire life.. i mean just the way we connected.. how sweet you were to me.. the moments we spent were like moments in heaven or along the beach during a hot day in the summertime.. damn it! why did this have to be a dream.. i must admit im scared to wake up because then this weonderful dream of us together and actually happy and not fightin would be over and gone forever only to become just another memory to throw in my bookbag and continue on in life...so please do me a huge favor.. dont force me to wake up until im ready to face reality and face the fact i dont have you.. well maybe one day my dream will come true.. until then.. let me just enjoy them.. thanks.

SPREED APART AND WALKIN IN DIFF DIRECTIONS..

we begin to move apart unable to control the pace and how far we spreed from eachother..but we both know we dont want it to happen..but theres nothing much we can do but take it for it is and agree to terms and condiotions it has offered into our minds.. i let you walk away as you place my heart back in my hand and walk away without turning back once.. this is the night i realized that love wasnt real neither was it worth all my attention and emotions.. im letting go of you now. but ill always love you babe. imagintion is the only memory of us together that i can have or even cherish. =(